Fourteen

Sometimes I prefer schooling days.Just sometimes.'Cause almost everybody do nothing in holidays.And I always end up wasting it and doing nothing and get bored and get tempted to go shopping and waste my(mum's) money.Haha.Well,I dont think my clothes are a waste.

So,other than reading books and writing new year resolution,i like to find things to amuse myself.Like about a week ago,mum bought some blinds to eliminate ugly curtains.So every time someone opens the door, the blinds will be pushed towards the windows and let out a sound.I keep opening the door for fun just to listen to the sound.And laugh when my dog takes a step back every time he i do it.

Well, that just shows how bored i am.Just to kill time, i read a "how to get rich" book mum bought and still hadn't got rich. It's bit like 1,2,3. You save,you invest,you keep the money to stay rich. Yeah,quite easy if you can keep it out with enough PR and enough study. But then the author quoted something that's really brilliant:

Thought leads to actions,
Actions lead to habits,
Habits become your character,
Character determines destiny.

Just one thing,though. He talked a lot about characters and stuff and that's not really something you can just take it,off the book and into your life. You'd have to developed it yourself and have it in your mind something special that makes you successful and rich and all those things.Blablabla.Who dosen't know.

So i take some actions and write out some really detailed new year resolutions that took my half an hour to thought out. And a year to act out. It's not that hard to know what you want and what you can want if you have a right direction and enough sense.Hmph. That's really vague,isn't it?

Well, I really do want improvement, and that's something mummy and daddy can't give,and i really do want next year, when I'm 15(getting older), that i can do something meaningful that will make a sweet sixteen,seventeen and after. Not like being a star like Justin Bieber(who despite his awful young-ish,really did make it) overnight.

Not that I didn't dreamed of it before.

Thirteen i wasted on a lot of sick,love novels and stupid daydreams and sleeping in classes.Fourteen i found improvement(not in the height section,definitely) so i decided to use my fifteen to find what kind of person i'll be after my teen life.I think time is kinda rushing through because I'm no longer gonna be fourteen.:/

Some people might say how young it is to be fourteen and stuff like that.But many times,many times people will say, it's too late.

ME,i'm definitely not saying those dreaded three words.

10 days at my aunt's house

At first it's really a disaster,because Peanut,my aunt's shitzu,Zaizai and Deedee (mine)just keep on molesting each other and what with the whole poo-n-pee-in-the already-cramped house,not exactly something you'll be having fun with.
Then it gets better when this holiday just keeps on stretching on and on.....wasted by me sleeping till noon and playing till night and sleeping again.......not to mention all those guessing at who-produce-that-puddle-of-pee-or-poo.Really,that's a lot of arguing since i believe my dogs didn't behave like that.
It also gets better when i dug out the book Memoirs of a Geisha and become obsessed over it for days.It really is a torture to my eyesight and skin since i have about minimum sleep,bu it's all worth it.There's also a thing more on my to-do list to watch the Geisha movie.
What happened to my homework and stuff?Well,no one prefers to mention such boring things,right?But i do quite enjoy writing the script for my aural group,it's very entertaining not to mention extremely funny with my brilliant ideas....but i don't want to exaggerate anymore.My group members will have to work out all the sparks to make it really fun.I hope so.
Sighs.Sometimes blogging is such a waste of valuable time.

Blog Sweet Blog

Im finally back to blogging!i have the sudden urge to writing something, weather it's for depressing boring things in my daily life or exciting amazing things that go in my mind. Im not sure...but it's nice to be writing instead of blabbing it out to someone and waste all my saliva.

Hmm...what's new in my life?Im going to cram in my relative's small small house with allll my family because my house's renovating and all those boring things to stress people out(frankly,i don't know much about these things because they're naturally done by parents and that's that,right?)

Lately i think i might be bisexual....but that's something you don't wonder out loud to anyone...except people who read my blog.==Then i figured out that people are naturally attracted to each other...and why must it be from different gender?no harm done at all.But to be perfectly honest,i think i like boys better than girls.Well...it's safer and boys are better.No reason for that,but boys are always better.To me.Albert Einstein and Shakespeare and all those great great guys i can't even place a name on them are GUYS.It's call mankind not womankind for a reason.Haha...but who am i to say all these?I'll just make sure i marry a good guy in future......XD

Sighs....I seriously need to say my wishes out loud...so that a God or two can hear it and make it true.Because Im greedy and want it to be granted early.No?Because Justin Bieber has his wish granted on the age of 15 and is famous and successful for a teenager.Sometimes idols make you feel small.

Well...seeing as Im not going to say my wishes out loud here after all,it's enough for today.Stop my weird dreams for a day and wish me a good night sleep, someone :)

Complicated

Triple sighs.Yesterday,which is my birthday,i have had the most boring ever afternoon in the whole universe.I know the meaning of sienz since yesterday.Now i am so obsessed on j law and kirio,and i can't dig more info out of them,life's boring if a genius haven't create shopping,songs,and friends.Really really sad 'cause don't want to believe kirio done a plastic surgery....the days left of my holiday will be incredibly do-nothing-except-eat-and-sleep if i don't find something to do or get out of this house.More like get away from this computer that can't hack kirio's blog.......haha....

Crazy act

It's not weird at all for me to search till 2 in the morning for pics of hot guys,which i just done this morning.I got an obsession over J Law and Kirio,once i saw their pics.My first thought is hey,handsome+handsome=happily ever after,or something like that.So i totally jealous and wish i got a bf as handsome as them.After lots of googling and reading and collecting their pics(sighs,one amazingly cute and another incredibly handsome),i classify J Law and Kirio as the most incredible couple i have ever seen.Maybe i am crazy or abnormal to admire(madly in love seems more understanding) gays(i hate labelling them gays),i admit i am one stupid handsome-guy-lover.I have even dreamed of them and of course daydream them......J Law and Kirio can be 24 hours in my mind.I have to try hard to stop this crazy obsession,'cause it's pointless knowing other people's life yet they don't know you,at the same time,they are not super stars or anything like that,so i like them more.This is hard work,deleting them(not the pics of course)so i don't feel stupid,the key is to find another more handsome guy and start some admiring,blablabla.Pretty boys are 99% gay,no deny.Sometimes i just wish i am a boy(pretty boy).

miss u much

it's only a few months but i already feel like i lost u....i miss u much,my friends.happy chinese new year too.

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