Crazy act

It's not weird at all for me to search till 2 in the morning for pics of hot guys,which i just done this morning.I got an obsession over J Law and Kirio,once i saw their pics.My first thought is hey,handsome+handsome=happily ever after,or something like that.So i totally jealous and wish i got a bf as handsome as them.After lots of googling and reading and collecting their pics(sighs,one amazingly cute and another incredibly handsome),i classify J Law and Kirio as the most incredible couple i have ever seen.Maybe i am crazy or abnormal to admire(madly in love seems more understanding) gays(i hate labelling them gays),i admit i am one stupid handsome-guy-lover.I have even dreamed of them and of course daydream them......J Law and Kirio can be 24 hours in my mind.I have to try hard to stop this crazy obsession,'cause it's pointless knowing other people's life yet they don't know you,at the same time,they are not super stars or anything like that,so i like them more.This is hard work,deleting them(not the pics of course)so i don't feel stupid,the key is to find another more handsome guy and start some admiring,blablabla.Pretty boys are 99% gay,no deny.Sometimes i just wish i am a boy(pretty boy).